hello old friend. [15 Oct 2008|11:57pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | The Spirit of Giving ] we thought we lost you. welcome back. we thought we lost you. it will all come back. let beauty unfold.

[01 Jan 2007|11:19am] New Year! New Year! New Year! let beauty unfold.

[19 Oct 2006|03:34am] i want you to love me when its not my birthday. 3 | let beauty unfold.

[16 Oct 2006|11:05am] i feel so sad. 1 | let beauty unfold.

[25 Sep 2006|09:31pm] [ music | Dear Mr. Supercomputer ] blah blah blah. 6 courses and choir is not fun. at least i have first off so i can stroll in late. i have okay classes. they arent really hard, just so..much..homework...every...night. thank goodness there was no scribmeister today. i dont think i can handle him and his unibrow glory on a monday. chinese is so easy, i almost fall asleep everyday. i only stay awake for nikita, the cute little russian boy from military school although youd never know it cause hes so carefree and happy. oh man. i love him hes always so happy and chubby and adorable. and oh i just love him. humm.. i need to reactivate my WOW account. and i need to play ravenhelid eheh.. but i have no time. im for sure getting a banjo. epp but they are about 300-400 dollars. but i really. want. a. banjo. i blame sufjan for the infatuation. theres this really weird guy who keeps talking to me and sitting with me wherever i go. its really odd. i dont know his first name but his last name is schmit. i think i talked to him once at orientation cause i was just fufilling my junior rep responsibilities and like he sits with me in the library and during luch. and today he was like so crystal how do you spell your name and i said, "like the rock" and tara said "she means the beautiful gem" and i just look at tara like "wtf" anyway. so as i get up and leave he's like goodbye, crystal....I mean beatiful gem. and i tried not to look like "did he just say that?" but im not very good at hiding my facial expressions. hes so odd. i hope he stops. anyway im just doing my lj so my old friends know whats going on and mi familia. love you andy and eway!!! 4 | let beauty unfold.

[23 Sep 2006|07:01pm] bwah! like my new layout? i need a sufjan icon to complete it. let beauty unfold.

[10 Sep 2006|07:08pm] its too early to hate school. 3 | let beauty unfold.

[26 Jul 2006|12:06pm] ( GUSTER PICS! ) let beauty unfold.

OMG [24 Jul 2006|01:25am] [ music | GUSTER ] TONIGHT WAS SO GREAT i got to meet Guster. no biggie. HOWEVER I DID GET ALL OF THEM TO SIGN MY SHIRT/TICKET! and i also got SCOOTER/JASON TOO ok so highlights being hit on with jane by some drunk dudes jane getting rum spilt all over her getting an acoustic song played meeting brian meeting everyone else eating some of brian's brithday cake SCOOTER! (nuff said) loving Scooter! getting yelled at by some tech guy (playfully of course) being asked to flash. yup oh and scooter told me he loved me. no biggie. 11 | let beauty unfold.

[22 Jun 2006|09:54pm] Post anything you've done this summer. Any secrets, any thoughts, any events. Anonymous, of course. 5 | let beauty unfold.

[07 May 2006|12:48am] you should rly do this http://kevan.org/johari?name=EggGirl let beauty unfold.

[22 Jan 2006|05:35pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | decemberists ] I had a good winterformal. i will give details later, right now, im tired. i donno why though. 1 | let beauty unfold.

[01 Nov 2005|09:43pm]   ( Halloween ) 2 | let beauty unfold.

[24 May 2005|09:26pm] hot damn. oh yes. a PUBLICK ENTRY!!! oh yeah i did spell that with a k.. (not on purpose) 10 | let beauty unfold.

holy crap so true everyone of them [12 Mar 2005|06:21pm] You Know You're Chinese When.... You unwrap Christmas gifts very carefully, so you can save and reuse the wrapping (and especially those bows) next year. You only buy Christmas cards after Christmas, when they are 50% off. When there is a sale on toilet paper, you buy 100 rolls and store them in your closet or in the bedroom of an adult child who has moved out. You have a vinyl table cloth on your kitchen table. Your stove is covered with aluminum foil. You use the dishwasher as a dish rack. You keep a Thermos of hot water available at all times. You eat all meals in the kitchen. You save grocery bags, tin foil, and tin containers. You use grocery bags to hold garbage. You always leave your shoes at the door. You have a piano in your living room. You twirl your pen around your fingers. Even if you're totally full, if someone says they're going to throw away the leftovers on the table, you'll finish them. You don't own any real Tupperware -- only a cupboard full of used but carefully rinsed margarine tubs, takeout containers, and jam jars. You also use the jam jars as drinking glasses. You've eaten a red bean Popsicle. You bring oranges (or other produce) with you as a gift when you visit people's homes. You have a collection of miniature shampoo bottles that you take every time you stay in a hotel. The condiments in your fridge are either Price Club sized or come in plastic packets, which you save/steal every time you get take out or go to McDonald's. Ditto for paper napkins. You never order room service. You carry a stash of your own food whenever you travel (and travel means any car ride longer than 15 minutes). These travel snacks are always dried. As in not just dried plums, dried ginger, and beef/pork jerky, but dried cuttlefish (SQUID). Your parents vehemently refuse the sack of gold coin oranges that their guests just brought just to be courteous. Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself. You majored in something practical like engineering, medicine or law. When you go to a dance party, there are a wall of guys surrounding the dance floor trying to look cool. You live with your parents and you are 30 years old (and they prefer it that way). Or if you're married and 30 years old, you live in the apartment next door to your parents, or at least in the same neighborhood. You don't use measuring cups. You feel like you've gotten a good deal if you didn't pay tax. You beat eggs with chopsticks. Your parents' house is always cold. You have a teacup with a cover on it. You reuse teabags. Your mom drives her Mercedes to the Price Club. You tip Chinese delivery guys / waiters more. You're a wok user. You like Chinese films in their original undubbed versions. You have acquired a taste for bittermelon. You like congee with thousand year old eggs. You prefer your shrimp with the heads and legs still attached -- it means they're fresh. You never call your parents just to say hi. You always cook too much. If you don't live at home, when your parents call, they ask if you've eaten rice, even if it's midnight. Your parents tell you to boil herbs and stay inside when you get sick. They also tell you not to eat fried foods or baked goods because they produce hot air. Your parents never go to the movies. Your parents send money to their relatives in China. You use a face cloth. Your parents use a clothes line. You eat every last grain of rice in your bowl, but don't eat the last piece of food on the table. You starve yourself before going to all you can eat sushi. You've joined a CD club at least once. You know someone who can get you a good deal on jewelry or electronics. You never discuss your love life with your parents. Your parents are never happy with your grades. You keep most of your money in a savings account. You've been on the Love Boat or know someone who has. Your toothpaste tubes are all squeezed paper-thin. You love Chinese Martial Arts films. You have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing. Shao Lin and Wu Tang actually mean something to you. You love to go to $1.75 movies. You love to go to $1.50 movies even more. You never order sweet-n-sour pork, egg foo young, or chop suey at a Chinese restaurant. You hate to spend more than $5 for lunch. Someone in your family drives a Honda... with custom rims. You have a Chinese knick-knack hanging from your rear-view mirror. You like to eat chicken feet. You suck on fish heads and fish fins. You turn bright red after drinking two tablespoons of beer. You can get a buzz on Coors O'Douls or Miller Sharps. You look like you are eighteen. You only buy used cars. You have more than five remotes in your house. You leave the plastic on the lampshade for ten years or more. You can't bear to throw things away. Your dad washes his hair four times a day, or never at all. Your unassisted vision is worse than 20/500. You've worn glasses at least since the fifth grade. Your parents (or some other close relative) own a grocery store or restaurant. You drive around looking for the cheapest gas. You add twice the amount of water recommended when making orange juice from concentrate. You've never seen your parents hug. Your grandmother lives with you and your family. You never order desserts at restaurants. You always have water when dining out. You say "aiya!" and "wah!" frequently. You love Las Vegas, slot machines, and blackjack. You love to play mah jong. You have to read all your parents' mail written in English. You are constantly being set up with uninteresting (and usually ugly) people by your parents. You hate eating cheese. You have a big aquarium filled with colorful fish somewhere in your house. Your mother is strangely obsessed with plants. White people look at you strangely if you tell them you are Buddhist. You notice the main topic at family get-togethers is food. You seldom ever owned new clothes if you were a second child. Your folks never speak under 10 decibels at family gatherings. You never made the school football or basketball team. You have two middle initials instead of one. You grow your own bean sprouts in the kitchen. Your mother made you peel water chestnuts and snow peas. You have an lonely unmarried relative who frequently drops by during dinner time. You received little red envelopes containing money on special occasions. You use the underside of a porcelain bowl to sharpen your knives. You cut your own hair… or had someone in your family do it. Your grandmother has a lot of gold teeth… especially in front. You keep fresh garlic and ginger in the kitchen at all times. You know what the term "lemon" or a "banana" means. You only have to shave every other day (maybe). You wash and reuse ziplock bags. You know at least three people named Alan Wong. You never drank milk after eating cherries. Your parents collect jade jewelry. You always drink tea after a meal. Your dad owns at least one bird. Your parents grow vegetables in a garden. You use doilies to decorate your furniture. Your grandmother rapped your knuckles with her chopsticks while reaching food with your fingers. You're proud to be Chinese - and you pass these jokes on to all your Chinese friends! Get Your Own "You Know You're" Meme Here More cool things for your blog at Blogthings 7 | let beauty unfold.

stolen [28 Jan 2005|11:11am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | at school do dooo ] I am 16% Emo. Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands... Take the Emo Test @ FualiDotCom let beauty unfold.

haha [04 Dec 2004|09:51pm]             tara is sex brought to you by the isLove Generator 2 | let beauty unfold.

[02 Dec 2004|05:33pm]             justin ballard is love brought to you by the isLove Generator 6 | let beauty unfold.

[16 Sep 2004|02:14pm] [ mood | calm ]     let beauty unfold.

[16 Sep 2004|11:52am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | 12girlsband ] Ok things I need to do before Monday. Read Goodman Brown and do a journal entry on it. Do Geometry and STUDY AND UNDERSTAND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >< Study History and get it down pat. Read Ch.2 in Science. Reread History stuff in AO and MHBE. Study Spainish and know vocabulary. Study next 20 vocabulary words. 35-55 i think.. Clean room. ok so far this is what i have next week: Monday- Doctors appointment. Tuesday- none. Wednesday- Geometry and History Test!!!woop woop the 2 hardest tests aahh Thursday- Spainish Test. Friday- none.   so its not that bad just geometry (holy shit im screwed!!!) history (i dont think im screwed but in the end i know i will be!) spainish test (not hard because i can know it easily)   oh yeah my grades still suck. i made not what i wanted on my map quiz (FUKKIN ASSERIAAAA!!!) and a 82.5 on my vocabulary quiz....HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN I DO NOT FUCKING KNOW! god i felt like crying after seeing that. holy shit i never do bad in english which fucking sucks and justin is still making better grades than me which really really really sucks. and its weird that im sucking in every class...last year i barely tried, and this year im actually putting effort into stuff and being like bad grades...last year i was all casual if i fuckup its fine cause its one grade and this year im like OMFG IF I MAKE ONE BAD GRADE IM SCREWED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE spastic.   i feel like crying. stoopid period hormonal crazyness.   10 days till Justins Birthday! yay! i can give him his HUGE REALLY COOL I WANT IT PRESENT!!! gah cant wait. this is like the highlight of my month....   let beauty unfold.

[15 Sep 2004|06:31pm] [ mood | gloomy ] ::sigh:: whats wrong with me??           no wait. dont answer that. 2 | let beauty unfold.

[11 Sep 2004|06:24pm] You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator. "And The Goddess planted the acorn of life. She cried a single tear and shed a single drop of blood upon the earth where she buried it. From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into the world." Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek), Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian). The Goddess is associated with the concept of creation, the number 1, and the element of earth. Her sign is the dawn sun. As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic individual and people are drawn to you. Although sometimes you may seem emotionally distant, you are deeply in tune with other people's feelings and have tremendous empathy. Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your own self. Goddesses are the best friends to have because they're always willing to help. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla let beauty unfold.

gahd [11 Sep 2004|05:12pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | PeteYorn ] Gah very adding right now. but thats ooookay. i was reading gilgamesh becuse well..i didnt understand it the first time very well and during class discussions i was like..what?! that happened?! and we have a good ol in class essay on monday..WHICH COMPLETLY AND TOTALLY SUCKS!!! because i am really bad at in class essays. ehehe..i made 8 major errors..ehehe..i made an 88.75 on my last one and if he counted the major errors i would have got a 72..so..not..good. ive been making really crappy grades lately...or not really bad but not as good as they usually are...and then i have a map quiz of stoopid stuff like mesopotamia and sumer and akkad and all that fun stuff...but thats ok im pretty good at that..but omg i did my map and it was like alllllllllll wrong like the left side of it so i was like.. >< nooooo gah so i copied elizabeths. man. shes such a life saver. school has been intresting...kinda harder than i expected but not really hard..so yeah..but get this. justins making better grades than me..well..like..2..but still! the history quiz and he has a higher grade than me in math..even though were taking different ones...well whatever hes going to have a better grade than me so >< and hes like trying and im..not really..haha maybe thats why my grades are crap..i know i should step it up but i dont really feel like it. i know thats bad but oh well. yeah me and justins 5 month anniversary was on thursday and he got me the prettiest bracelet and necklace.. hes the best.. i was kinda upset because we couldnt spend it together but whatever.... so things i need to do this weekend Do and study map Read Gilgamesh again, and prepare for in class essay (mother fuuuggerrr) Do Geometry homework and study so i understand it Memorize axioms and postulates and all that uber fun stuff Do spainish homework and study vocabularrry.. Get Justins birthday present. ok so i am getting justins prezzie tomorrow..and then dont know about the other stuff but i need to do some homework after i read gilgamesh tonight. probably spainish because i dont feel like making my head explode with geometry. ive been really mean lately and i realize that i complain a lot >< bah. i need to work on that.   but yes class trip is going to be pretty cool. were going to six flags, coca cola museum, and martain luther king jr. historical site...and the hotel were going to be in is gonna be cool because it has a pool woop woop..theres gonna be like 4 ppl to a room haha so that will be fun...   well im going to go read some more gilgamesh..woop woop.   i havent talked to justin all day today and all day yesterday.. what the fuck ahhh! 5 | let beauty unfold.

happy labor day? [06 Sep 2004|12:14pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Brick-BF5 ] Gah its so pretty outide today. I looooove when its windy..like really windy. It makes me want to go to the park and walk around. but yeah anyways. happy labor day everyone?? but yeah. i hopefully am going to to go see hero with ranae, micheal, and justin. after i go shopping with mom. so woop woop. oh yeah. my stoopid phone wont let me text even though we paid for it or buy little ring tones but whatever. ill ask my dad to ask the people. about it haha im such a baby but i want effin' ringtones and they wont work. im probably going to do volleyball i hope its not too late. hmm...im only doing it because most of the girls that are on jv are really bad so i wont be embarassed..in fact, it might boost my confedence eheheh im so evail. yeah well im going to go watch the house of flying daggers trailer now because i reeeeally want to see this movie..   oh yeah and justin is the best ever. yesterday was sooo much fun. gah.   let beauty unfold.

so happy [04 Sep 2004|10:15am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Sugarcult ] Ahaha. Im such a bad girlfriend. Last night, I was so tired and Justin said to call back in like 4 mins so I figured id take a nap and I was thinking omg it would be so bad if I fell asleep..yeah..well I fell asleep. It was 10:37 and I was suppose to call at 10:40 but I fell asleep my cell was on silent and Justin called me 14 times (aww) but yeah..i felt so bad I called him at 12 when I was like..oh. shit.   Yeah but anyways schools been really good. i got my schedule changed and i am SO HAPPY. and me and justin have been really good so im like yaaaay. and all my tests have been good so yeah...   im getting a new cell phone today..either a sony ericsson or another nokia which i looove then im going to my best friend ever who is the coolest nicest funniest filopinest awsomest person..EVERRRRRRRR who i havent seen since...FOREVERRRRRRRRRR   ok well i have to go now..i dont know when ill update again because life is pretty good and i doubt anyone wants to read how great life is..haha 1 | let beauty unfold.

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